WOW

Today I am using this to vent!

First, Friends:

I understand that as we get older, our needs change and sometimes that means friends change. But, how can friends just completely drift apart? I am tired of being the one trying to get together when the other friend doesn't care. I decided not to try anymore and for the last 5 or so months I have not been upset about it. It is what it is! However, this so called friend says they want to get together, so against my better judgement I let them know when we could get together. 1 month has gone by, about, and no response from the friend. Figures! I am not as upset as I was last year, but it still hurts.

Second, Family:

OK, this one is messy and involves several people for different reasons. I do not need to know every 3 hours that you love your life and I don't need to know everything you own or just bought. I don't think that this is jealousy, but I don't know, I have never had that feeling of jealousy before. I figure there are lots of people who have more than I do, and people who have less than I do. That is life! But, are you trying to tell me (everyone) or yourself that you love your life. I mean, don't we all? Otherwise why would we still be here? I just get so annoyed, even when I try not to get sucked in, someone always brings it back to me. Why? I don't need to know why you are annoyed, you are annoyed the same reason I am and that is why I choose not to talk to this person, or look at their FB status. I don't want you to tell me what it says. I do not want to know! Perhaps you should not look either, it makes for a much happier life! However this said person, had some words to my mom. YOU DO NOT DISS MY MOM!!! Especially since my mom raised this person, and treats this person like their own child. WHat a B I T.... Won't type the word, but I am feeling it! Then this person has cheated on their spouse more than once, was going to leave their spouse, but my mom stepped in and made sure that the spouse wasn't taken advantage of, we have seen it way to many times. I guess this persons plan of leaving their spouse and getting everything was screwed up by my mom. MY MOM was trying to help, so that nothing bad happen again. This person got upset and said things to my mom, that should have never been said. Anyway this person and their spouse are back together and they are telling everyone how happy they are... BLAH BLAH BLAH! Again I say if you have to tell everyone you are happy then you must not be. People should be able to tell it by the way you act. Anyway, I am sure the divorce that didn't happen, will happen as soon as the person figures out another way to take their spouse for everything.

Other family vent issues
You don't have to like me, we don't have to agree, but at least respect me as I do you. Don't pretend. If you don't want me around then have the balls to say so, don't treat me like dirt. I can take it and I can dish it out! I am trying really hard not to dish anything. My kids deserve better and I respect myself. However, enough is enough. I will not let you walk all over me and not say anything. I am trying for my kids to be kind and I know that is what God wants me to do. So, you better keep praying that God helps me keep my frustration away from you!